第34章

类别:其他 作者:William Dean Howells字数:4055更新时间:18/12/22 09:09:46
“Oh,givehimsomething!“Mrs。Marchentreated。“He’ssuchadear。” “No,no!Iamnotgoingtohavemylittlehunchbackandhercatoutdone。” herefused;andthenhewasabouttoyield。 “Holdon!”saidStoller,assumingthehost。“Igotthechange。” Hegavetheboyafewkreutzers,whenMrs。Marchhadmeantherhusbandtorewardhisnaivetewithhalfaflorinatleast;butheseemedtofeelthathehadnowingratiatedhimselfwiththeladies,andheputhimselfinchargeofthemforthewalktothecemeterychapel;hemadeMissTriscoelethimcarryherjacketwhenshefounditwarm。 ThechapelisdedicatedtotheHolyTrinity,andtheJesuitbrotherwhodesignedit,twoorthreecenturiesago,indulgedadevotionalfancyinthetriangularformofthestructureandthedecorativedetails。 Everythingisthree-cornered;thewholechapel,tobeginwith,andthenthearkofthehighaltarinthemiddleofit,andeachofthethreeside-altars。TheclumsybaroquetasteofthearchitectureisaGermanversionoftheimpulsethatwasmakingItalyfantasticatthetime;thecarvingiscoarse,andthecolorharshandunsoftenedbyyears,thoughitisbrokenandobliteratedinplaces。 Thesacristansaidthatthechapelwasneverusedforanythingbutfuneralservices,andheledthewayoutintothecemetery,wherehewishedtodisplaythesepulturaldevices。Thegravesherewereplantedwithflowers,andsomewereinamourningofblackpansies;butaspacefencedapartfromtherestheldafewneglectedmounds,overgrownwithweedsandbrambles:Thisspace,hesaid,wasforsuicides;buttoMarchitwasnotsoghastlyasthedappergriefofcertaintombsinconsecratedgroundwherethestoneshadphotographsofthedeadonporcelainletintothem。Onewasthepictureofabeautifulyoungwoman,whohadbeenthewifeofthelocalmagnate;aneternallovewasvowedtoherintheinscription,butnow,thesacristansaid,withnothingofirony,themagnatewasmarriedagain,andlivedinthatprettiesthouseofthevillage。Heseemedproudofthemonument,asthethingworthiesttheattentionofthestrangers,andbeledthemwithlessapparenthopefulnesstotheunfinishedchapelrepresentingaGethsemane,withthefigureofChristprayingandhisapostlessleeping。Itisasubjectmuchcelebratedinterra-cottaaboutCarlsbad,anditwasnotanoveltytohisparty;still,fromitssurroundings,ithadafreshpathos,andMarchtriedtomakehimunderstandthattheyappreciatedit。Heknewthathiswifewishedthepoormantothinkhehaddonethemagreatfavorinshowingit;hehadbeentouchedwithallthevainshowsofgriefinthepoor,uglylittleplace;mostofallhehadfelttheexileofthosewhohadtakentheirownlivesandwerepartedindeathfromthemorepatientsuffererswhohadwaitedforGodtotakethem。Withacurious,unpainfulself-analysishenotedthattheoldermembersoftheparty,whointhecourseofnatureweresomuchnearerdeath,didnotshrinkfromitsshows;buttheyounggirlandtheyoungmanhadnotbornetolookonthem,andhadquicklyescapedfromtheplace,somewhereoutsidethegate。 Wasitthebeginning,thepromiseofthatreconciliationwithdeathwhichnaturebringstolifeatlast,orwasitmerelytheeffect,ordefect,ofossifiedsensibilities,oftoughenednerves? “Thatisall?”heaskedofthespectralsacristan。 “Thatisall。”themansaid,andMarchfeltinhispocketforacoincommensuratetotheservicehehaddonethem;itoughttobesomethinghandsome。 “No,no。”saidStoller,detectinghisgesture。“Yourmoneya’n’tgood。” Heputtwentyorthirtykreutzersintothehandoftheman,whoregardedthemwithadisappointmentnonethelesscruelbecauseitwassopatient。 InFrance,hewouldhavebeeninsolent;inItaly,hewouldhavefranklysaiditwastoolittle;here,hemerelylookedatthemoneyandwhisperedasad“Danke。” BurnamyandMissTriscoerosefromthegrassybankoutsidewheretheyweresitting,andwaitedfortheelderstogetintotheirtwo-spanner。 “Oh,haveIlostmygloveinthere?”saidMrs。March,lookingatherhandsandsuchpartsofherdressasaglovemightclingto。 “Letmegoandfinditforyou。”Burnamyentreated。 “Well。”sheconsented,andsheadded,“Ifthesacristanhasfoundit,givehimsomethingformesomethingreallyhandsome,poorfellow。” AsBurnamypassedher,shelethimseethatshehadbothhergloves,andherheartyearneduponhimforhisinstantsmileofintelligence:somemenwouldhaveblunderedoutthatshehadthelostgloveinherhand。Hecamebackdirectly,saying,“No,hedidn’tfindit。” Shelaughed,andheldbothglovesup。“Nowonder!Ihaditallthetime。Thankyoueversomuch。” “Howarewegoingtorideback?”askedStoller。 Burnamyalmostturnedpale;MissTriscoesmiledimpenetrably。Nooneelsespoke,andMrs。Marchsaid,withplacidauthority,“Oh,Ithinkthewaywecame,isbest。” “Didthatabsurdcreature。”sheapostrophizedherhusbandassoonasshegothimaloneaftertheirarrivalatPupp’s,“thinkIwasgoingtolethimdrivebackwithAgatha?” “Iwonder。”saidMarch,“ifthat’swhatBurnamycallshernow?” “Ishalldespisehimifitisn’t。” BurnamytookuphismailtoStollerafterthesupperwhichtheyhadeateninasilencenaturalwithtwomenwhohavebeenoffonapicnictogether。 Hedidnotrisefromhiswriting-deskwhenBurnamycamein,andtheyoungmandidnotsitdownafterputtinghislettersbeforehim。Hesaid,withaneffortofforcinghimselftospeakatonce,“Ihavelookedthroughthepapers,andthereissomethingthatIthinkyououghttosee。” “Whatdoyoumean?”saidStoller。 Burnamylaiddownthreeorfourpapersopenedtopageswherecertainarticleswerestronglycircumscribedinink。Thepapersvaried,buttheireditorialsdidnot,inpurportatleast。Someweregraveandsomeweregay;oneindignantlydenounced;anotheraffectedanironicalbewilderment;thethirdsimplyhadfunwiththeHon。JacobStoller。 Theyall,however,treatedhisletteronthecitygovernmentofCarlsbadasthepraiseofmunicipalsocialism,andthepaperwhichhadfunwithhimgleefullycongratulatedthedangerousclassesontheaccessionoftheHonorableJacobtotheirranks。 Stollerreadthearticles,oneafteranother,withpartedlipsandgatheringdropsofperspirationonhisupperlip,whileBurnamywaitedonfoot。Heflungthepapersalldownatlast。“Why,they’reapackoffools!Theydon’tknowwhatthey’retalkingabout!Iwantcitygovernmentcarriedononbusinessprinciples,bythepeople,forthepeople。Idon’tcarewhattheysay!IknowI’mright,andI’mgoingaheadonthislineifittakesall——“ThenoteofdefiancediedoutofhisvoiceatthesightofBurnamy’spaleface。“What’sthematterwithyou?” “There’snothingthematterwithme。” “Doyoumeantotellmeitis“——hecouldnotbringhimselftousetheword——“whattheysay?” “Isuppose。”saidBurnamy,withadrymouth,“it’swhatyoumaycallmunicipalsocialism。” Stollerjumpedfromhisseat。“Andyouknewitwhenyouletmedoit?” “Isupposedyouknewwhatyouwereabout。” “It’salie!”Stolleradvanceduponhim,wildly,andBurnamytookastepbackward。 “Lookout!”shoutedBurnamy。“Youneveraskedmeanythingaboutit。 Youtoldmewhatyouwanteddone,andIdidit。HowcouldIbelieveyouweresuchanignoramusasnottoknowtheabcofthethingyouweretalkingabout?”Headded,incynicalcontempt,“Butyouneedn’tworry。 Youcanmakeitrightwiththemanagersbyspendingalittlemoremoneythanyouexpectedtospend。” Stollerstartedasifthewordmoneyremindedhimofsomething。“Icantakecareofmyself,youngman。HowmuchdoIoweyou?” “Nothing!”saidBurnamy,withaneffortforgrandeurwhichfailedhim。 ThenextmorningastheMarchessatovertheircoffeeatthePosthof,hecamedragginghimselftowardthemwithsuchahaggardairthatMrs。Marchcalled,beforehereachedtheirtable,“Why,Mr。Burnamy,what’sthematter?” Hesmiledmiserably。“Oh,Ihaven’tsleptverywell。MayIhavemycoffeewithyou?Iwanttotellyousomething;Iwantyoutomakeme。 ButIcan’tspeaktillthecoffeecomes。Fraulein!”hebesoughtawaitressgoingoffwithatraynearthem。“TellLili,please,tobringmesomecoffee——onlycoffee。” Hetriedtomakesometalkabouttheweather,whichwasrainy,andtheMarcheshelpedhim,butthepoorendeavorlaggedwretchedlyintheintervalbetweentheorderingandthecomingofthecoffee。“Ah,thankyou,Lili。”hesaid,withahumilitywhichconfirmedMrs。MarchinherinstantbeliefthathehadbeenofferinghimselftoMissTriscoeandbeenrejected。Aftergulpinghiscoffee,heturnedtoher:“Iwanttosaygood-by。I’mgoingaway。” “FromCarlsbad?”askedMrs。Marchwithakeendistress。 Thewatercameintohiseyes。“Don’t,don’tbegoodtome,Mrs。March! Ican’tstandit。Butyouwon’t,whenyouknow。” HebegantospeakofStoller,firsttoher,butaddressinghimselfmoreandmoretotheintelligenceofMarch,wholethimgoonwithoutquestion,andlaidarestraininghanduponhiswifewhenhesawherabouttoprompthim。Attheend,“That’sall。”hesaid,huskily,andthenheseemedtobewaitingforMarch’scomment。Hemadenone,andtheyoungfellowwasforcedtoask,“Well,whatdoyouthink,Mr。March?”